Anxiety

I am preparing for my training under Dr. Weiss. I am starting to feel completely out of sorts. I know I should just chill and relax about this awesome experience. But, somehow I feel as if the "other kids" are so ahead of me...like I am a pre-schooler attending my first day at high-school. I'm trying to just clear my mind and await whatever comes through this experience. Hopefully I will just be able to settle into this and allow my analytical ego to take a vacation. I know I have done an amazing about face in my spiritual journey. All I have taken as "truth" has now been put aside. I am questioning everything man has told me, especially the church and my parents. Crap--I'm 55 and I am finally starting to think for myself? Is this crazy?

Tomorrow I will meet my roommate for the next 6 days. Will she be a freak...a psychic... a Weiss groupie?

I will attend workshops-and break bread with others on this same soul's journey. Like a kid attending camp I have a nervous twittering in my stomach. Yes, I am very anxious. I want to uncover so much of ME. I am ready..but damn it I'm nervous as hell!