Many Lives Many Masters

I shared my energy massage experience with a neighbor (not even realizing she had experience with this) and she told me to read a book Many Lives Many Masters by Dr. Brian L. Weiss. I did and something about this book clicked. Soon I was using meditation CDs daily. I began my quest to go back and visit my past life experiences. I decided to seek professional help and discovered someone who uses regression hypnosis as a tool. I made an appointment with Nancy Canning and tried very hard to clear my mind as she is clairvoyant and I wanted a blank slate.
She taped my session. After taking all of my generic history-age, parents name, siblings, children marital status, etc - she explained the procedure. She explained I would remain conscious and totally in control--and NO I could not get "stuck" in a trance or be told to bark like a dog or other Vegas type antics.
She darkened the room and began to instruct me with clues to a deep relaxation, using Yoga breathing which I was familiar with. The session lasted 90 minutes. As I have listened to the recording twice I am still digesting what I heard myself say.
I was unable to travel back at first--and she helped me discover why my mind was setting up blocks. She took me back to age 6 when I felt I needed to analyze every situation. I was told to answer the phone and lie to a bill collector for my parents--apparently this was a trauma for me (crap I never thought twice about it--or did I?) Again another block age 16 a Ouija board--I kept asking it when I would marry and whom--DIE...DEATH...DEAD it spelled every time I played, hence I literally took an ax to it and chopped it up and then burned it in my back yard--and bam into the church I flew. So after helping me recognize my barriors, she was able to take me back and address my leg pain. She actually talked to the pain and asked when it first appeared and why. I then saw images-- dry grass, trees, a forest with deep shadows, me behind a line of men marching, saw the backs and knew I was a part of the group. We were ambushed, I saw spears, clouds of dust and I began to cry feeling the pain of the men. I had no clue as to my location or what anyone including myself was wearing. She then asked me to move ahead--I saw rocks, then fur like a hide of an animal, then I saw an ocean below me and finally I was in a cave with a sunny entrance beyond where I could see nothing but strong sunlight. She kept talking all the while to the leg pain asking-why it came what was it's purpose-I replied "to stop her" stop her from what-what was going on in your life in  2006? -- "I was going to Scotland I have done ancestry research and the land was calling me. She said think of a specific place that calls you now--the name Aberdeen appeared like a movie screen white type on black screen. She said--where is this? Scotland I said--it feels like home. I kind of teared up and was unable to talk much more. Nancy then brought me back to the present time where I stretched and came awake.  She said she felt a sense that the leg pain was stopping me from going to the UK as I had a fear I would not return to America. Oh well, this was her thoughts and I am still letting all of this experience settle into me... I'll keep writing as I now meditate daily using regression CDs.