Why am I so Thirsty?

As I was in my Delta state this morning, I was debating whether or not to rise and go to work or try to meditate. My attitude, of late, has been more relaxed. I feel as if I have been "trying" to hard. I have taken some time off from this morning routine, and so today I took a new approach.
I started to talk to spirit guides.
"I know you are there." I saw their lights of robin egg blue appear, I saw water sparkling beyond them. Always the same sparkling water. It's beautiful and relaxes me even deeper.

"What message do you have for me today?"
LOVE.
This came through very strong.
Ok, love what?
YOURSELF.
Ok, so here I am feeling blue about the holidays and maybe this is just my imagination. "Fine", I said, "thanks." Now the light became incredibly intense and I said...."Teach me something that will help me today."
I went through the light. I was standing in a dark dirt floored room. My boyfriend Dean was with me along with a young woman I have worked with in the past, named Lauren. We were on a mission.

He was leading the way. Instinctively we knew we had to go to a specific place where we would be able to complete our mission.
We were accompanied by a small animal, I never saw the animal it growled like a dog. I was troubled because there were people about and we needed to get by them unseen. We had to go up a rocky steep overgrown, very green and plush area on the side of what appeared to be a mountain. It was daylight and it was cold. "They won't see us", he said.

We all went together, as if we just floated above them and we were invisible to them. I think we were naked, and that was the other reason I was troubled. It was necessary to be naked in order to do this and I didn't want them to become alarmed. We arrived at the top of this area and Dean led us into an opening in mountain. It looked much like the dark earth covered room we began in. It smelled damp and felt cold and icy. Lauren and the animal were searching around for something. I said to Dean, "how will we find it?" He said, "we will just know it when we find it--it will come." He was circling around and finally he said "here, over here." "Oh" I said "like this"--I stepped into a whirling vortex. It was amazing, my body became energy infused with the earth's energy and I was standing in what can only be described as a pot or enclosure of liquid that was spinning and pulling me downward into and through the ground.Wow, I thought it was amazing. I was not spinning just slipping down through the earth and darkness, totally aware that I was completely safe as I descended. Dean was having trouble. "Something's wrong, the "       " is not working and I need to get out. ( He called it a name, I do not recall this now)
"Just jump" I said, " you will land on solid ground." As we both jumped out of this tubular device filled with liquid, we were cold naked and totally drenched. Lauren and he were looking at their feet where black clothes appeared suddenly. They were made of something like fine black silk. I stood there naked with my arms raised, just knowing instinctively that my clothes would appear. "You are beautiful", Lauren said...look at you." I was watching as my skin dried and my clothes simply dried onto my body. It started at my feet and then they just simply appeared as my skin dried they replaced the wetness. "How did you do that?" Dean asked. "I just knew it" I said.
Next we were in another dark area. Our job or assignment was to secure the area. It was pitch black and we could not use any lights. Our small animal friend was in the room with us growling. I was talking sweetly trying to calm him. He suddenly bit down on something and we lost what little power we had, I think he did it intentionally, and he was growling because he knew it was his job and it would bring some pain. Now all was silent. The animal was still, the room we were keeping secure was in total darkness. I was in a bed and Dean was asleep beside me. As I lay my head down and closed my eyes I was taken to an amazing place. (This place was EXACTLY like the vision I had in my post on being HUNTED. I will put a link to that below.)
As the vision came into view it was a brilliant clarity. Stronger than my eyesight has ever been in my lifetime. Colors are intense it is like seeing in my perfect eyes, and living as I was meant to. This is what it feels like and seems like when I see these visions. I was seeing this dark place we were now in the sleeping area of, in the daylight--as it started to appear I yelled to Dean-"come here, now, I'm having a vision", I said to him. "You can see it and tell me now?" he asked.  "Yes, it is exactly like my vision before". I began to describe everything I was seeing.
I was above the scene, like an out of body experience. The man we had been trying very hard to "get something from" (this is the best way I can describe it, as I had a knowing that we had just been given something we had tried very hard and long to accomplish) was showing a crowd of people what WE had just acquired. I saw a group of people. Some young, some old, several children running and playing. They seemed to be gathered together in a picnic style gathering. "Dean", I said, "it's ours, we GOT it!"
"Are you sure, how do you know?" He's showing them all. The man is uncovering objects. They appear to be in a frames, he is taking a covering off of them and turning them over and standing them on their sides. They do not look very special, but I know that they are very valuable. They look like frames about 4' by 4' covered with a material that looks like carpeting. The people are smiling and helping him with his task. "Everyone knows, it's finally ours." I say. The man then stands and walks to what is the side of a huge cliff, very high up. A beautiful vista.

From this breathtaking height, it slopes off to a huge body of water in the background. The body of water is so large it appears endless with a mist covering it n the background. "Oh", I say to Dean "this is it, this is what we were hoping for, it comes with the water!" The image begins to melt and I know it is over.
"It's gone now." I say.
I then come out of the trance and I am in my room here with Dean asleep beside me. I wake him and tell him everything. "Go write it now", he says. Before I leave the room, I recall the vision....within a vision. It was about a water source, I say. This was the mission. We needed to secure a water source, and we did.

This is the post I referred to earlier. These two were the exact in that I knew I was in a different space and place and time then a dreamworld. It is hard to put into words the intensity of what I saw, felt, smelled and just sensed with a"knowing". HUNTED